Running away...

So I have a tendency to run away from my problems... Not from school, work or family. but from friends and people... I hate running away but sometimes I just felt I had no other choice BUT to run away from them... WELL I always always always felt bad about running I felt it was coward and childish to do... Well I finally got the answer to what I was looking for. I was reading cosmo (Thought not a lot of people take the magazine seriously I do!) and they had an article on the very thing that was bothering me at the time. They claimed that running away can sometimes be a great thing to do. That it isn't always a horrible idea to run away from the situation. As long as you are grown up and mature about it. If you have exhausted everything you can do that it is OK to walk away or even run as fast as possible away from the problem...

So! Dear Chili's people that have heard about me being back in town. I will be happily running away as far away from you people as fast as possible. Apparently me moving to New York wasn't enough. So now I am once again changing things around in my own life so that I have a chance to not get harassing phone calls and text messages. (The worst of it all... Everyone of you is older me...) I have not once returned your texts or given you the liberty of seeing me cry. I hate that I can't enjoy a place of food any more because of all the hate... Not even sure what I did. I am sorry for not wanting to date an illegal immigrant or sacrificing my standards to try and enjoy your company and friendship. Though I am not perfect and I have stumbled I will proudly move on from this horrible ordeal and make myself a better and happier person. I will not allow this gaping wound to be reopened any more... I will be happy.

(Sorry for the rant.. I needed to feel better who better then your blog)


Christin