Forgetting...

Sometimes I forget how ungodly lucky I am... I always think that I am going to become a number in society that I don't matter to anyone...I forget what I have and only focus on what what others have now... I have a hard time remembering why Kyle looks at me the way he does. Or why my parents still make me laugh. Why I have siblings who would do anything to make sure I am safe...

I have made stupid choices in my life...

Marrying Kyle was one of the best things I ever did. I constantly hear about how we are to young to be married, but when I look at Kyle I realize that there is no age limit on what we do with our lives. Us getting married was one of the best things I will have accomplished in my life. I will always be one of the proudest moments in my life. I just forget why he loves me or why he worries about if I am happy or if I am OK... He was raised by amazing parents. I married my best friend... I know everyone says that... I had no one in my life like him. I always joke that god gave me Kyle early on in life, but I know he gave me him for a reason and sometimes I feel that I don't deserve the best of best (Kyle) but I got really really lucky...

I got lucky in family too... My parents raised me to be my own person. Though I change my mind a hundred times a day on what career I am going to choose. I know that they stand behind me. They smile at me no matter what... And siblings I cant even begin to tell you how lucky I am there. We were close when we were little and I have never regretted a day since then. I am proud of each and everyone one of them, though each of us have tripped and fallen a few times, I have always looked to them for inspiration, No matter if it was a computer game related issue, A truck problem, or a baking thing... I have looked at them as if gods from the time I was born.

I am so grateful to be able to call myself an Austin AND a Harding. I wouldn't have changed a thing in my life.

I am very lucky... I guess sometimes I just forget...