Unstoppable

So, so you made a lot of mistakes
Walked down the road a little sideways
Cracked a rib when you hit the wall
Yeah, you've had a pocket full of regrets
Pull you down faster than a sunset
Hey, it happens to us all

When the cold hard rain just won't quit
And you can't see your way out of it

You find your faith has been lost and shaken
You take back what's been taken
Get on your knees and dig down deep
You can do what you think is impossible
Keep on believing, don't give in
It'll come and make you whole again
It always will, it always does
Love is unstoppable

Love, it wear the ring of stone
Bring you back to being born again
oh, it's a helping hand when you need it most
A lighthouse shining on the coast
That never goes dim

When your heart is full of doubt
And you think that there's no way out
Like a river keeps on rolling
Like the north wind blowing
Don't it feel good knowing
Yeah



Love is unstoppable
So you made a lot of mistakes
Walked down the road a little sideways
Love, love is unstoppable

Running away...

So I have a tendency to run away from my problems... Not from school, work or family. but from friends and people... I hate running away but sometimes I just felt I had no other choice BUT to run away from them... WELL I always always always felt bad about running I felt it was coward and childish to do... Well I finally got the answer to what I was looking for. I was reading cosmo (Thought not a lot of people take the magazine seriously I do!) and they had an article on the very thing that was bothering me at the time. They claimed that running away can sometimes be a great thing to do. That it isn't always a horrible idea to run away from the situation. As long as you are grown up and mature about it. If you have exhausted everything you can do that it is OK to walk away or even run as fast as possible away from the problem...

So! Dear Chili's people that have heard about me being back in town. I will be happily running away as far away from you people as fast as possible. Apparently me moving to New York wasn't enough. So now I am once again changing things around in my own life so that I have a chance to not get harassing phone calls and text messages. (The worst of it all... Everyone of you is older me...) I have not once returned your texts or given you the liberty of seeing me cry. I hate that I can't enjoy a place of food any more because of all the hate... Not even sure what I did. I am sorry for not wanting to date an illegal immigrant or sacrificing my standards to try and enjoy your company and friendship. Though I am not perfect and I have stumbled I will proudly move on from this horrible ordeal and make myself a better and happier person. I will not allow this gaping wound to be reopened any more... I will be happy.

(Sorry for the rant.. I needed to feel better who better then your blog)


Christin

Dear Dad...

The dad pictures...

Dad yes you are my hero.. We butt heads and karate chop each other in the mall, Or we chase each other with sticks and have light saber fights. You are one of the best dad's anyone could ask for... You may not always agree with what I say or do. but I know that you still care about me at the end of the day. You are my dad. I look just like you thought you being my dad was never a question. You curled my hair for show choir and taught me to be different to stand out live away from the norm. I am happy that you taught me things that I would have never learned with out you. You are my dad and all of us kids partner in crime. I wouldn't trade a day for anything that I have spent with you... I know it's hard to see us growing up. Leaving the house, and doing things that we have dreamed about... Dad I love you more then you will ever know. Though I don't always tell you... I still love you. You are the best of the best and I thank god everyday for you.





Christin

Forgetting...

Sometimes I forget how ungodly lucky I am... I always think that I am going to become a number in society that I don't matter to anyone...I forget what I have and only focus on what what others have now... I have a hard time remembering why Kyle looks at me the way he does. Or why my parents still make me laugh. Why I have siblings who would do anything to make sure I am safe...

I have made stupid choices in my life...

Marrying Kyle was one of the best things I ever did. I constantly hear about how we are to young to be married, but when I look at Kyle I realize that there is no age limit on what we do with our lives. Us getting married was one of the best things I will have accomplished in my life. I will always be one of the proudest moments in my life. I just forget why he loves me or why he worries about if I am happy or if I am OK... He was raised by amazing parents. I married my best friend... I know everyone says that... I had no one in my life like him. I always joke that god gave me Kyle early on in life, but I know he gave me him for a reason and sometimes I feel that I don't deserve the best of best (Kyle) but I got really really lucky...

I got lucky in family too... My parents raised me to be my own person. Though I change my mind a hundred times a day on what career I am going to choose. I know that they stand behind me. They smile at me no matter what... And siblings I cant even begin to tell you how lucky I am there. We were close when we were little and I have never regretted a day since then. I am proud of each and everyone one of them, though each of us have tripped and fallen a few times, I have always looked to them for inspiration, No matter if it was a computer game related issue, A truck problem, or a baking thing... I have looked at them as if gods from the time I was born.

I am so grateful to be able to call myself an Austin AND a Harding. I wouldn't have changed a thing in my life.

I am very lucky... I guess sometimes I just forget...

Only in Iowa..

Only in Iowa can you wear your winter coat, with neon pink shorts, biking shoes, riding a bike up a hill and have people cheering you on....

Oh Ragbri have I told you how much I love you?

Baking and Cooking...

I truly miss baking and cooking... I haven't done it since I have been back in Iowa... Next mission after packing up the old bedroom... That and I found really nice vases that were super cheap. Kyle would be proud of me! :]

What should I bake next?

Christin

Iowa...

Oh Iowa... How I have missed your corn fields and your animals. Your smiling people. My favorite place...

I am back in Iowa, Trying to get my braces off. I left the husband behind. :/ Gotta do his Army thing. Hopefully he will be able to come to Iowa for a weekend. Would be wonderful.

Here is the announcement of Apache... I finally broke the silence and Everyone knows about him. So! Here are some of the pictures of him.



He's Kyle's little boy for sure.

Christin

Update

Things have been interesting around here lately we have a lot of tings that we have to work on as a couple. The Army life isn't all that it is cracked up to be. We are doing great though. We are happy, and our apartment is turning into a home.