CLICK HERE FOR FREE BLOGGER TEMPLATES, LINK BUTTONS AND MORE! »

Monday, March 15, 2010

Reinvention

All about reinvention...

Wouldn't life be so much more liberating if we didn't think every little thing down to final detail. Sometimes letting Fate happen isn't always a bad thing.

I want to have a reinvention of my life. No I am not going to leave Kyle or do anything outrageously stupid but I want to have a reinvention of my attitude toward things and people. I also want a reinvention of how I carry myself, how I dress and look. No, I am not thinking more make up and what not. I guess this will be a slow change though but thus will be a change regardless. I want people to understand and respect me as a person. There will always be a person or two that don't enjoy who you are or even respect yourself. I am constantly thinking about how others perceive me and how they would react to what I do or what I say. I think that is where I lost myself in high school. I was so worried about not being me that I actually lost me.

I want to learn how to cook and bake better.
I want to learn how to sew better.
I want to learn how to write better.
I want to have a new found respect for different types of art.
Be open minded to new types of food.
Not have to hold my breath when someone looks at me.
be more accepting of my braces.
Find more beauty in the breaking of things. (I just hate looking around and seeing all of the bad things happening to me. What about all of the good things?)
I want to look around a room and find something positive about EVERYONE.
I want to dress like I have confidence in myself, I want to look how I feel.
I want to own more then one pair of heels. Learn how to walk in them better and fall in front of everyone. (only my dog)


Only I can change my story...

The hard part is...

How...

One day at a time.

Christin

1 comments:

Jen

Well. when you get home and I pop this baby out...lets go get sushi :) that'll open up one door!
and we can learn to sew and cook together, cuz God and Jeff both know I can stand to pick up some new tips too!

p.s- its really funny you blogged about this..because I've been doing the same things here...I had a friend teach me how to curl my own hair and I ACTUALLY did it the other day! My friends were like...um...you did your hair? REally!? haha. it was awesome! I'm practicing for Jeff's graduation!

Post a Comment