packing...

I have been packing since I got off today. I got laundry done. And folded it all, cleaned my room and bathroom. And I all I can think about is I am going to be in New York soon. I can not wait.. Yay! I am going to be with KYLE. I love Iowa and everything... But... It is not my husband...I am still not packing and I have a weekend stop in St.Louis before I go but I am excited.. I am hoping that I will get to see my sister... But who knows... It will suck if I cant... But I will not fight with her. I will just want to hang out with her. I Miss her... Anyways.. I will get to spend time with the rest of the family down there before I go. Kyle and I have been looking at places to live while I am out there it has been very very stressful. I think I can do this though. I think... Kyle is being really supportive though and letting me help make choices. We can Make this work I know we can. :] I am happy to be sharing eternity with that kid... Anyways...

So today I have decided that everyday I will find a quote or a funny fact and end my post with that... It lets me think.. I have learned that I gather more information then I give myself credit for. Kinda glad about it.

I have been talking to an old friend lately... If you know anything about my high school experience you would know that I have nothing to do with anyone that I graduated with... I didn't have the this is awesome! high school experience.. I believe my senior year I spoke a total of ten words out side of class discussion that is not a joke. Anyways. I was able to talk to them and have learn more about myself. Though they don't know it they have helped a lot. hearing about their problems is making me learn about myself. How much of a better person I have become... I changed my hair my clothes and my personality. The very thing that I was running from is the very thing that helped me make me who I am today.. So I thank you old friend...

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